♥ PriNcEzsWeEt ~ MusiCz oF LifE ♥

Menjadi seorang yang setia itu mudah ke???

Kalau mudah, kenapa tidak semua orang boleh menjadi setia???

menjadi setia itu menyakitkan...

Kenapa???

Kerana setia, hati merana...

menahan rindu yang tak sudah...

rindu yang hanya seorang insan yang bergelar kekasih yang mampu leraikan...

Setia itu merana jika tersilap pilih insan untuk disetiai...

Walau bermati-matian kesetiaan kita berikan, andai ia tidak dihargai dan dinodai, apa gunanya??

hanya mengguris hati sendiri...

bagaikan luka ditaburkan garam rasa pedihnya hati...

Setia...

Bagaimana harus menahan gelodak hati...

Tatkala terlintas di fikiran sejauh mana dia setia sepertimana kita setia???

Tak jenuh hati tertanya setinggi mana cintanya pada diri kita...

Bahagianya rasa di jiwa andai teman hidup itu setia 101%....

Itulah yang setiap insan bergelar manusia impikan bila bertemu cinta hati...

Tidak kira apa pun yang terjadi...kesetiaan itu sentiasa ada...

Perit rasanya, lebih pedih dari dihiris sembilu bila kita sedar kesetiaan kita dicemari dengan dusta seorang insan bergelar kekasih hati...

Tapi harus kita ingat, bukan kita yang rugi, tetapi dia yang mendustai cinta kita yang tulus ikhlas...

Kita hanya kehilangan orang yang kita cintai, tetapi dia kehilangan orang yang sangat mencintai dia...

Sebab itu aku pilih untuk menjadi setia...

walaupun aku tahu setia itu menyakitkan...

kerana aku tahu setia itu akan buat aku lebih mengenal apa itu cinta...

walau sesakit mana pun, aku pilih untuk setia...

suatu hari, aku percaya, berkat kesetiaan aku, aku akan diberkati...

May God bless us...

Amennn...

Bercakap pasal FAILURE@GAGAL nie memang la sesuatu yang menyakitkan...

Siapa yang mahu gagal dalam hidup??

Tak seorang pun yang cintakan kegagalan...

Gagal dalam percintaan...gagal dalam pelajaran...

semuanya menyakitkan...bagaikan ditoreh-toreh isi hati...

Tetapi, tahukah kalian kegagalan itu kunci kepada kehidupan yang sempurna???

Seperti hal-hal lain, kegagalan mempunyai faedah jika dipandang dari sudut positif...

kenapa???

kerana kegagalan kita bertambah cekal...

Hidup di dunia, hari demi hari pencubaan yang datang semakin susah...

kerana banyak kali gagal dalam hidup, kita mampu bertahan untuk menghadapi setiap satu permasalahan yang kita hadapi...

kerana kegagalan juga kita menjadi semakin matang...

matang berfikir dalam menentukan keputusan yang terbaik yang harus diambil...

Orang yang sering gagal itu lebih kuat hati nya berbanding orang yang sentiasa berjaya dalam hidupnya...

Mengapa???

Kerana orang yang sentiasa berjaya tidak mengenal erti kekecewaan bila kegagalan itu menjelma...

Sekali dia gagal, dia akan merasa kecewa yang teramat sangat, bahkan merasakan diri sudah tidak berdaya lagi...

Tetapi bagi orang yang sering kali gagal, dia tetap tabah berusaha menghadapi kegagalannya agar menjadi seorang yang lebih berjaya...

Tuhan tahu had kekuatan kita...

Dia tahu kita mampu menghadapinya...

Oleh itu, Dia membiarkan kita dicuba...

Agar kita menjadi manusia yang kuat dalam menghadapi cubaan duniawi ini...

Kadang-kadang kita merasa sangat lemah dan tidak kuat lagi menghadapi percubaan dalam hidup kita...

Jangan lupa...Tuhan mengenal isi hati, peribadi diri kita melebihi kita sendri...

Jangan pernah menyangka Tuhan meninggalkan kita kerana Dia sebenarnya sentiasa memerhatikan kita...

Dia tidak mungkin membiarkan kita terjatuh dan tidak mampu lagi untuk berdiri...

Kerana Tuhan itu Maha Pengasih...

Menyayangi kita lebih dari orang lain...

Bila kita buntu dan tidak tahu apa yang harus dilakukan, berseru pada-Nya...

Nescaya apa yang kita inginkan menjadi nyata bila kita percaya dan dengan hati yang ikhlas...

Perasaan yang membuak di dada untuk beberapa hari ini beransur kurang...

Aku sangkakan aku seorang yang menghadapi masalah itu...

Rupanya ramai lagi...

Thanks God...

Lega juga rasa hati bila mendengar kata-kata semangat my roomate, Joyner...

Thanks to her...

I feel better...

How I wish this is only a dream...

When I wake up, everything changes to it's original state...

That is what I wish for...

But I know God have His own plan in my life...

Because He has right to interfere in my life...

Segala yang berlaku ada hikmahnya...

Cuma sekarang kita tidak tahu sebabnya...

Nescaya, one day baru kita sedar mengapa semua ini harus berlaku...

Well...God always have way when it seems no way...

I believe in you God...

I hold onto your hand...

And don't leave me...

Thanks for everything that you have given to me...

Love you God...Jesus Christ....

It's keep playing in my mind...

Lord...

What should I do???

Can you give me the best answer???

So that I stop asking myself what the reason of this to be happen...

I loss my appetite to eat...

coz I never stop thinking about it again and again...

God, please...

I'm begging you right now...

It's harder for me when I think about how my parents accept it...

I don't want to make them feel sad...

That the most I hate...

Making them worried about me...

Sorry mom, dad...

I have try my best...

But I can't...

Just believe in God...

All that happen, bad or good, have their own reason...

I know God have His own way in organize the pattern of our life...

That is what I think...

To make me feel calm a bit...just a bit...

What I wish for now is...I want 'him'...

How I wish he were here to calm me down...

Lend me his shoulder for me to cry...

Lend his ears to listen to my problems...

I need you dear...

Really need you...

 

Dear God...I look for you late in the night to ask for a strength from you...

I feel really down now...

I don't know how to face it...

I don't know what should I do...

God, please...I'm begging you...

Help me...

I know every single things have their own reason why did it happen...

But now I don't know what should I do...

I need you...

I know you are there...watching over me typing this things...

But really I feel really down right now...

I never felt such frustration just like what feel right now...

God...

Really, please calm me...

Please pick me up...

I don't know how to explain how bad I feel right now...

I know you have your own reason why you let this happen...

God...

Why you choose me to go through all of this???

Is it because you know that I'm strong enough to endure it???

God...

But I think that I'm not that strong to endure it...

I feel that I'm giving up already...

I leave everything in your hand...

Give me strength...

Let me keep think positively...

 ~ sPeEcHLesS ~

 

I hung out with my sis this evening...

We go to Popular Bookstore...

To spend my 1Malaysia book voucher...

That voucher is given to University/College student to buy stationeries or books...

So, I spend my voucher to buy 3 note book (2 for me...1 for my sis), 1 malay novel(Tanya Sama Hati), n English book(Diary of a Wimpy Kid-The Ugly Truth), a bookmark n a pen...

I spend RM100 of my voucher n left another RM100...

In case I need it for something important...

here some photo of mine...

Just take a look...

Today is Valentine's Day...

As usual...

I never celebrate it...

Just stay at home, doing nothing...
I don't need expensive present from you...
I just need your love, loyalty, sincerity...
Because to be loved by you is the most precious gift for me...
That is the most important thing that I ask from you...
Just love me with all your heart...
No other space for others in your heart...
Only me in your heart...
Just like what I did...

I miss him...

Want to meet him right now...

But I can't...

Just talking to him on phone...

It's enough la...

Sometimes I wish I can celebrate special day with someone special...

But I never do that with my special one...

I will...one day...

:)

By the way, hopefully our relationship will be blessed by God...

Happily ever after...

That is what I hope for...

Firstly, thanks to God that have given me chance to relieve my yearning...

Even it's just for a while n just a short moment, but I feel so happy that I can meet him...

This is the first time I meet him face to face after a long time waiting...

Thanks once again Lord...

Hurmmm...

Walau hanya sekejap, tapi sangat berharga berbanding hari-hari ku tanpa dia...

Berat kaki ku mengorak langkah untuk pergi...

Apa boleh buat...

Nak tak nak terpaksa juga pergi...

Harap dapat berjumpa di lain hari...

Ingin rasanya ku halang pemergiannya...

Jarak yang memisahkan aku dan dia membuat ku terpaksa membiarkan dia berlalu kembali ke tempat kerjanya...

How I wish I can stop the time on the spot...

Aku tak mahu waktu itu berlalu...

Aku hanya insan biasa yang tak bisa menghentikan detik waktu...

Terlalu singkat untuk ku lepaskan semua kerinduan yang selama ini menghuni di segenap penjuru hati ku...

Kaki melangkah, jiwa ku meronta...

Ingin berharap agar kau extend the times...

Ingin ku luahkan " Sayang, please don't go"...

Tapi nothing I can do...

Hanya mampu melangkah pergi dan tidak menoleh lagi...

Aku berharap, suatu saat, I will be with you...

Always be beside you...

Menemani setiap saat ku...

Memimpin tangan ku ke mana pun ku pergi...

Hugging me just like you did tadi...

Your touches make me calm...

I loves it when you hold my hand...

And pull me close to you...

I know that I'm gonna miss you more than I miss you before...

I want to be treated just like what you did earlier everyday...

I love you my dear...

God willing...

Tapi segalanya terserah di tangan Tuhan...

Dia yang maha kuasa menentukan segalanya...

~ aLwez wAnT tO bE wiTh yOu ~

Loyalty...

One of the most important in relationship...

Without loyalty, it will not gives you happiness...

Are you sure???

Does LOYALTY promises you a happiness???

Maybe not...

Sometimes, loyalty also will not give you happiness...

why???

Because you loyal to wrong person...

You loyal to someone that does not appreciate you...

You the one who loyal to them...

But they don't even see it...

Loyalty always comes after sincerity...

If you are not sincere to ones, you can't even force yourself to loyal to them

So, be sincere in your relationship...

Then, loyal to one and only...

So that you will happily ever after...

~ LovE oNe n OnLy ~

Firstly, thankz to my sis for a simple belated birthday celebration...
yesterday evening...

She buy me a simple,cute chocolate cake for my belated birthday...

There's only me, my dad, mom, eldest sis n my cute lil nephew...

It is very simple...

juz celebrate it wif a cake without a candle as usual...hihi...

I really appreciate it...

Thank u my dearest sis...

< LovE my fAmiLy >

What we gonna talk about today huh???

ermmm.......

nothing much...

I just missing my bestfriends...

Ceylon, C-ly, Ogy, Biey n Tray...

During our secondary school, we are not just a friend, but we are a sister...

we share everything...good n bad...

where we go, we always be together...

we never care what people think about us...

we just enjoy ourself without disturbing others...

we study together...eat together...n so many things we do it together...

I really miss them...

Now, we are far from each other...

Everyone is struggle to realize our dreams...

Hopefully, 6 of us will succeed in whatever we are doing...

But, I feel sad because nobody will lend their shoulder for me to cry anymore...

Nobody will lend their ears to listen to my problems like what they did before...

They are always in my heart...

The best, best friends that ever have...

They are my best friend forever...

I love you all gurls...

Hari nie macam hari-hari biasa, saya duduk rumah tak ada apa nak dibuat...jalan-jalan??? nobody accompany me...My mom n my dad went to long house n will be back later...my big bro hang out with his girlfriend...Me?? memerap jer dalam rumah...Seriously, saya boring sangat...Nak tak nak, duduk menghadap laptop, update blog...dengar lagu,...I really miss my sweetheart...How I wish he were here...beside me...Jeles nyer tengok my big bro jalan2 with his gurl...apa boleh buat...jarak membataskan segalanya... what I need to do is juz sabar...sabar...n sabar...One day...I will meet you jugak...Bosan nya saya hari2 terpaksa duduk rumah macam ni... Selalu jer home alone ni...hurmm...kalau lah dia dekat...tapi dia jauh sangat...Setiap saat saya ingat dia...rindui dia...Harap sangat dia pun macam tu...Buka facebook, takde sape pon nak di layan...buka "Rumah Panjai" pun camtu...ada yang sudi berbual, then minta no, fon...when we say no, diaorang cakap kite sombong pulak...hurmm...manusia...manusia...tak pe lah...biar lah...sori to that guys...Saya syg boyfriend saya jer pon...I will be with him as long as he want me to...

I love you...miss you...need you dear....

He talk to my eldest sis on phone just now...He even ask my sis to pass the phone to my dad but I say NO.

heheh...hurmm....his action, make I believe him more...believe that he really serious with me...

I really hope so...

Because I love him so much...and I hope there is happy ending between us...

God willing...

May God bless our LOVE...

I hold it all onto HIS hand...HE know what the best for me...

I believe we will be together if we are meant to be together...

~ sArAngHaE FS ~

whO??

me la...falling in love again n again...

wif whom??

wif my love la...who else... :)

Tadi, keboringan yg melanda membuat saya online...buka facebook pun xda siapa mau di layan...

so, saya skodeng2 la org punya profile...

I saw one of my beloved one's relative....

I open her photo album n saw there's some of my beloved one's picture...

on his cousin's wedding...

klik punya klik, saya tengok picture tu, dia jdi pengapit...

aduhhh....I fall in love again...

he look so handsome...

I can't stop from keep falling in love with him...

Love you dear...so much more than you know...

^________^

...aLweZ LovInG yOu...

borink nyer...duduk sorg2 di rmh...nothing to do ler...

makan...tengok tv...tdo...online...

saya mau shopping la....tapi mau jalan dengan siapa??

nobody accompany me bha...hurm..

borink memerap jer dlm rmh...

bagai katak di bawah gelas kaca jer....

mau juga lepak2 sama kwn2 mcm org lain...

jeles plak tengok pix org yg blh jln2 sama their beloved one...

hurm...sabar ja lah...

one day mncul jugak hari aku...cuma xtau bila la tu...

byak kwan2 dh khwin...

aku bila plak??

huhu...msh jauh lg tu...ntah bila...

stdy dlu...dapat kerja dlu...nnti xpyh mngharap org nak bg duit...duit sndri kan ade... :)

anyway, thats all....

Today is my birthday...3 February [1992]....Thank to God for let me live for 20 years...

No present...but have a lot of wish from frenz, family n beloved one...

Itz more than enough for me...

I really appreciate every single words from them...

Juz bcoz to wish my birthday, my beloved one set an alarm to wake up at 12am...

So sweet...I love u dear...

Dear God, answer my prayer...

Make my dreams come true...

I don't wish to be the best among the best...I just wish not to be the worst among the worst...

Thank you for everything Lord....

I love you...

Thanks for everything n sorry for something that I have do wrong...